Is it normal i have serious anxiety?
I have really bad anxiety and it's gotten worst after my mom died and lately alot of my friends died too from gangs or accidents and its happening to everybody I know!. My anxiety is bad now for example whenever i'm on the bus my heart is POUNDING an my hands sweat an im just so uneasy because at anytime my enemies could get on this bus. And I have to go to school far out very deep in my enemies territory. And another thing is whenever im talkin to someone I feel full of nervousness an I just keep looking around because I can never keep eye contact even with my closest friends! Or when I walk into class an I see all the stares I HAVE to look down and my heart pounds like crazv an I feel like i'm freaking out, I just don't know whats wrong with me but my grandmas says I'm just scared of death since my mom passed away when I was 16. Is it true ? am I just scared of everything now because im now scared of death?