Is it normal i have planned living alone and my death??

Im young ...but i already planned to live alone for the rest of my life (by the way im gay) . It's not that i hate being gay or being with a gay lover it's just i rather be straight.
i dont know if society,friends,environment etc etc played a role in this or not but i rather be alone.
And as for me dying- i want to die at 50 because you see those old people struggling with their hair,their back hurts,wrinkles attacking them,teeth failing them ...(there's more but i dont want to be mean )

So yeah alone and 50 for me i guess lol is it normal ?:)

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  • Elegy

    I dont know.i dream to have a gay friend.can you be my friend?

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    • budbudbud

      lol i'll be your friend then ....im pretty popular at school and if you count me vs the other gay kids at school then im like times 100,i hang around the jocks,the dancers,the rebels and even the class clowns .
      my school life is okay ..its just my future....
      are you gay????

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  • ms_funion

    my hubby's cousin used to think the same exact way when he was younger, but then he unexpectedly found an amazing guy and now he's happy. u could meet the love of your life tomorrow or die from some freak accident next week. sometimes when we make plans, life takes us in a completely different direction!

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  • anarchy-is-glory

    You should be happy with yourself, being gay or straight is the same, love does not have a gender.
    Dont plan to die, plan to have family, have a boyfriend/husband and kids.

    At 50 i have seen some good looking people, they just work out and eat well.

    Dont let anyone bring you down, live your life, do sports, go out with friends or your partner, dont be sad and dont do drugs. :D

    There is only one life, live it!! :DDDDDDD

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  • Whitrubix3

    if you want to be straight but you're gay let's compromise...be with a girl who's into gay dudes!! aka ME. ,,,,i think i love you...

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  • ISHOTAB3RAHAM

    That's normal. I plan on dying on my twenty-third birthday, so meh.

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  • Audreck

    I think you suffer from depression and should seek medical or psychiatric help. you seem to have a fear of what everyone thinks of you and I believe you have a spiritual battle going on.

    There is a God, I think you should seek him :)

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