Is it normal i have never had a boyfriend at 18?
Just recently turning 18, I'm starting to feel worse about myself. Guys just aren't interested in me. Guys never look at me in a way thinking "oh she's pretty" or "i should go talk to her". I can't say that I really know how to approach a guy either.
I don't really have any guy friends, besides my gay best friends, but that doesn't exactly count.
I'm not courageous, I can't just go up to a guy, and even say hi. I want to be able to, but I'm so scared of rejection of being hurt so many times.
Sometimes I feel I might be picky, but I just want to be happy. Doesn't everyone deserve that?
So, I've never had a boyfriend. I've kissed/made out with a few guys at some parties, but that's it.
It's upsetting when I think about it, because it seems guys are attracted to my friends, and they never look at me.
I stop and think that maybe there is something wrong with me.
And yes, I know that at 18, I have my entire life. but, it doesn't help right now..