Is it normal i have had gay fantasies
In the cold light of day, I find the idea of being sexual with another man repulsive.
But a couple of times in my life, when I was lying in bed, these fantasies would come to me, and turn me on. Like I'd imagine I was a woman/prison bitch being dominated by a big muscular man, sucking his cock/getting forcefully penetrated etc.
Now these were very rare experiences for me, but they happened. I don't consider myself bisexual, as I strongly prefer women. I don't act in any way effeminate, noone would ever think I was anything other than 100% straight. But I can't call myself that because of these fantasies that I've had. Yet, again, the thought of doing something sexual with an actual real life man I find repulsive, and not once have I had a gay experience in waking "real life."
Is there anyone out there whos anyway similar? Not bisexual,but not quite 100% straight?