Is it normal i have bad thoughts?

I'm shy and Introverted. I've been bullied for a long time in which I have started having bad thoughts over the summer. These thoughts are:
Murdering the people who bullied me.
I keep searching and asking questions on the Internet like crazy to make sure I have a mental disorder or not.
I can't control these thoughts and make me very tempted to do these things.
Do I need help? Am I mental? HELP!

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Yes 12
Get help 17
You're mental! 4
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  • Nighthawk4

    There normal to have for everyone even if they don't say it but I would suggest you not love in the past and move forward cause something good will come out of it.

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  • fakeaccount

    I know wanting to kill those who have wronged you seems tempting but its not worth the effort trust me.
    Its better to move on than to keep sticking to the past.

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  • riffraffy

    No, you just need to build your self esteem by creating things and improving yourself. Best defense against bullying.

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