Is it normal i have an attraction to my furry?
So I have been drawing Gay furries with my fiancee for a year now. It has come to my attention that I am deeply attracted to my fan favorite, Jake. I am straight. Every night I have vivid dreams of him and I. I cried the other day because he wasn't real. I always end up trying to talk to him. This probably isn't normal, but he has been in my mind forever. And I love him. It kills me he isn't real. Help!