Is it normal i hate the old me?

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I've changed in the last five years, but when I was 13 I did some pretty ridiculous and stupid things. I smoke and still do smoke pot... no big deal right? When I was 13 I was so fake in front of friends to the extent I pretended to be lesbian so they'd buy me weed. I'd get into fights and you know, pretend to be a bad-ass lol at least I can admit it! I was a bully too, but not to the innocent kids, I bullied bullies. My parents found out about my whole fake bad-ass and gay scheme and have let me live it down because I've changed but I hate myself still. My fear is meeting a guy and me having to tell him who I was and think badly of me and leave, I was never a whore or slept around but I was just so stupid.

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  • dom180
    11 years ago

    Anyone who judges someone on the strength of the stupid things they did when they were 13 is an idiot.

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  • DaemonWolf
    11 years ago

    I'll ask the most pressing question that I think will be on most peoples minds.. how did pretending to be a lesbian get them to buy you weed?

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      11 years ago

      The boys thought lesbians were hot lol But I never did anything sexual, and that's a promise!

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  • Shaung1
    11 years ago

    Yeah it's normal, when I was a teen I pretended to be a badd ass just so I can "fit in" but that lead me to gaving convictions even though I've never been to prison and I know I won't last in prison but as I grew into my 20's ive realised the real me and now everyone is calling me a goodie goodie two shoes, it sucks how growing up works

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  • KeddersPrincess
    11 years ago

    Yeah; there's some stuff in my early teens that I wish I could take back. I think everyone has this, though, because, you know, we mature and we learn as we get older, and I say it's a good thing to be able to look back and see how much you've approved as oppose to getting older having never changed.

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  • flutterhigh
    11 years ago

    That's normal. I hate the old you too.

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    • im_ok_computer
      11 years ago

      Thanks.

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  • DannysUsername
    11 years ago

    When I was in high school, me and my brother did some of the stupidest shit. We went through this whole "hardcore, goth, wanna-be emo" phase so we thought it would be cool to vandalize, steal and shit. We never really got caught, but I just feel completely stupid about the whole thing now. Everytime I look back on it, I wanna punch myself in the face.

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  • eebean2
    11 years ago

    Honestly, I've dated a girl like that. And there not the best people. If you have changed, Im sure any guy would love you, and if you two are happy, could joke about the past together. If it was me n you I would think it was funny, just because i know people like that first hand.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      11 years ago

      I've changed 100%:)

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  • Justsomejerk
    11 years ago

    Don't worry, most guys love stupid.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      11 years ago

      I have a GPA of 3.2!

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      • Justsomejerk
        11 years ago

        I'm sorry to hear that. Lucky for you we love boobs too.

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        • Anonymous Post Author
          11 years ago

          I'm not saying how big those are...

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          • Justsomejerk
            11 years ago

            That's fair but you should at least upload a pic.

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            • Anonymous Post Author
              11 years ago

              HAH

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  • GoldLion
    11 years ago

    I'm sure we all acted really corny in our early adolescence. I know I did. Just kids trying to figure out how to exist in this jungle. Those years are a primitive time.. our earliest social experiences are a warm up to our adult lives. We figure out what works and what doesn't and it helps us grow. You wouldn't be who you are if it weren't for those lame times growing up. I think you should find humor in it if you can and if you tell a guy about it someday.. tell him about it and laugh and he should laugh with you. Might even have some stories of his own.

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