Is it normal i hate the idea of work?
Freak..I typed out this whole big long thing, thought I copied it but evidently didn't because I can't paste..here is the long and short of it.
Is it normal that I feel like growing up is a bad thing? I've only had a few summertime part time jobs in the last few years since I reach 18 (Currently 21 last month) and I always HATED getting applications and turning them back in to employers and especially the interviewing process...
Even when I do get the job each day I have to complain about how much my job sucks for like an hour before work before I could ever bare to go because it just felt like such mind numbingly boring work that others simply don't want to do and would be willing to pay others to do for them because they realize thats no way to spend your life.
So you go in each day, do your regular bullshit come home and self-loathe for doing a job that doesn't challenge you at all or even seem to feel like it serves a true purpose is it normal to do that?
My dad (whom I live with) always pressures me each summer to hurry hurry hurry! and find a job and makes me settle for shit I really don't want just by nagging me into it.
Then each day I feel so bad about going in to work and doing a job I hate for money...I think if I took my time and found a job I may not even quite *Like* but felt like my work was actually valuable to someone or some group of people like I wasn't just wasting my life away each day for 8 hours I might could actually get over this fear of growing up and going to work on a daily basis...What do you guys think?
Is it just because i'm being pressured into taking bad jobs that I have this fear of growing up to be that guy who goes into work everyday and hates his job then comes home depressed?