Is it normal i hate myself and the human animal

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I hate myself. I hate losing control because I'm angry because of these stupid instincts. I hate being a depraved fetishist so much that I'd get my entire sex drive destroyed if I could. I'm celibate right now. I hate hurting everyone around me because their voices and words and their touch hurt me. I have extreme anger problems which make me lose control, they make me become a lesser being. I hate the humans that don't strive to get past their primality. If someone would get into a relationship with someone they loved and were compatible with, they'd have a lasting relationship. We are meant for one person but people want to give in to those lasting bits of animal DNA. Materialism is evil. I don't know if there is a god or gods, but I think it's a damn coincidence that the people who worship something that in their words "represents sin" also say that we are animals and shouldn't get past that. Maybe it isn't hate, but pity for the fools that love violence and sleeping around and giving up all hope of a loving relationship and chasing after money and possesions. It's your loss. But I think it's not a coincidence that hedonists tend to die very young. I try to become more every day and to embrace my sentience and higher intelligence. And I don't hate hedonists, just the ones that influence others. WHY WOULD YOU WANT TO BE A LESER BEING? What do you think?

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  • crazyladii
    11 years ago

    People are people without the bad ones we wouldn't appreciate the good ones. We are all here to become higher beings. Some people are in stage one others at stage ten but we all live as one together. It hurts sometimes to watch the way of the world but it's when you've noticed you acquire another level

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  • deepthought33
    11 years ago

    For someone who feels so stuck in their 'lower' brain you are displaying a high level of wisdom and awareness.

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  • shade_ilmaendu
    11 years ago

    The human animal is a beautiful and terrible creature, capable of limitless compassion and unfathomable cruelty. If you wish to find that which becomes the dividing line between mankind and other biological classifications, it rests not in brain size, dominance, or even emotional capability, but in the unique ability of human beings to reflect on their actions and show regret; it is most certainly their empathy that gives them their position. All animals understand love and affection, but only man shows the propensity to place himself into the shoes of another life form. Losing this capability, among individuals of the species, reduces them from their much heralded position, and readies the climate for the likely fall of man. The fall from grace.

    ~The Cruxshadows, Sophia

    This isn't to say I agree with everything you said. I do despise materialism, working a job you hate to earn money to buy things you don't need, sacrificing your health to try to buy it back when you're too old to afford it...

    But I don't think there's anything wrong with promiscuity, nothign wrong with wanting to be close to one another, unless a person derives all their value from that.

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    • kupokupo
      11 years ago

      "With great power comes great responsibility"

      Dunno why but i felt that should follow up your awesome message... Stupid spiderman.

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      • shade_ilmaendu
        11 years ago

        Doesn't matter where it came from; it's just as true a statement.

        I wonder what our planet would be like if we spent as much time and effort on humanity as we did in violence and bigotry.

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  • Renegade216
    11 years ago

    Sometimes you have to strive to be superior in all areas, but not be a prick about it.

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  • VioletTrees
    11 years ago

    See a doctor. I'm not trying to be mean or rude by saying this, and I'm not saying you're crazy. It sounds like you have some issues that a psychiatrist or therapist might be able to really help with, though, and I don't think the people here are qualified to help.

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  • NanoEffect
    11 years ago

    Humans are mammals..

    also i do agree, i know people who live just to satisfy their sex drive, it winds me up to no end

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  • YouKnowWho
    10 years ago

    YES, JUST YES! Be my best friend, or something, please! (I know this is really old and all, but I couldn't help myself).

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