Is it normal i had drunk sex with another gay even though i'm straight

It's been well over a year since I last was in a relationship, and I've come to miss the physical, intimate contact that comes with being in a relationship. Last night, I got pretty drunk and I let another man fuck me in the ass. Throughout most of the encounter I wasn't hard...I'm not sure what came over me, I just kind of let it happen.

At this point, I'm not really sure I regret anything. In a messed up kind of way, at least I reaffirmed my own sexuality. I didn't really get any enjoyment out of it. It wasn't painful, after he actually got it in, and it didn't really feel bad, but it didn't really feel good either.

I'm not really sure what to think about myself at the moment.

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  • LornaMae

    Do you mean "another gay" as in "I've been with one before" or as in "I'm gay even though I'm straight"? I'm a bit thrown off here :S

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    • bfus

      "another guy" probably

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      • eastbeast

        Yep I'm pretty sure 'another Gay' means this is the second.

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  • Blade884

    Yea, after a party that a gay friend hosted, I got so drunk, that he came on to me, and I let him play with me and blow me.

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  • NeofelisNebulosa

    Look, let's face it: i think the fact it was so weird is because you were drunk. And if he just started pounding away without any foreplay, then it's no wonder you didn't get hard! I wouldn't worry too much. You can always try gay sex again when you're sober, or you don't have to try it again.

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  • eastbeast

    'I'm not sure what came over me,'

    I think I have an idea what it might have been.

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