Is it normal i had drunk sex with another gay even though i'm straight
It's been well over a year since I last was in a relationship, and I've come to miss the physical, intimate contact that comes with being in a relationship. Last night, I got pretty drunk and I let another man fuck me in the ass. Throughout most of the encounter I wasn't hard...I'm not sure what came over me, I just kind of let it happen.
At this point, I'm not really sure I regret anything. In a messed up kind of way, at least I reaffirmed my own sexuality. I didn't really get any enjoyment out of it. It wasn't painful, after he actually got it in, and it didn't really feel bad, but it didn't really feel good either.
I'm not really sure what to think about myself at the moment.