Is it normal i get aroused when seeing shooting scenes?

Everytime I see someone get shot, I get aroused. When I masturbate, I picture someone getting shot... and I get an orgasm.
Sometimes I picture myself taking a bullet for my boyfriend, then fall back into his arms... I get so wet.

I have kept this to myself for a long time. I went to Youtube and found a lot of videos of girls getting shot, of amateur shooting scenes....etc. There's this guy who uploads tons of videos of women getting shot... Is there such a fetish as this? Just curious....

I don't care if I'm weird. This feel so good and I'm gonna keep doing it. Just curious whether someone share my guilty pleasure...