Is it normal i find pain to be gratifying?

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Greetings I'm a 21 year old male, I have anger issues, suicide thoughts, weak body, ugly teeth and apperance. Life have basicly just sucked, 7 years of getting beaten up back in school both my classmates and some from other classes. I have burn marks and scars all over my body from that time. I put on a fake smile from time to time in order to get by, and I have reached a point where I cannot trust anyone, probably not even myself as I have ADHD and I'm Skitzo as well, I can't look people in the eyes anymore as I am afraid of getting hurt once more. If I could I would fly away, and sure I've been thinking about suicide and even tried, but realized that it doesn't get you anywhere, and that's exactly what everyone else wants.. So no point in doing that, so decided to devote my life into saving animals and hopefully die happily someday doing what I want. Is it normal in saving the animals I dress them up in cocktail dresses and pretend I am picking them up at bar as hookers? Should I be having tea parties with them?

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Based on 39 votes (12 yes)
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  • pufferton
    12 years ago

    How does dressing up animals have to do with pain being gratifying? Lol what?

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    • ThatOneDudez
      9 years ago

      EXACTLY! EXACTLY WHAT I THOUGHT!

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  • Frosties
    12 years ago

    It depends on the type of animal. Primates can pull off cocktail dresses but stick one on a hound and you have a fashion faux pas of catastrophic proportions.

    You should learn your lesson from John Q. Madeupname. He overheard someone talking about fission and thought it was an amalgam of fish and fashion. Before anyone knew it, he'd invented herring wingtips and prawn spectacles. A sad story for our times.

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  • Faceless
    12 years ago

    You must be from England. And ya burnt!

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  • ThatOneDudez
    9 years ago

    I... I...
    I have no idea what I just read...
    What..?

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  • [Old Memory]
    12 years ago

    Yeah if the animals look like they are in pain from the tight fitting dresses then it must be gratifying for you to know that it's not just you who feels that way.

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  • GeorgeMcBob
    12 years ago

    Be careful with that. Bestiality is only legal in Alabama, Australia and the Middle East.

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