Is it normal i feel like stabbing with a knife would be pleasant ?

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Greetings ! I don't really think that I do have a problem or that I am a psychopath and stuff, but on the other hand I don't really know how to put that in words.

To make it simple, I kind of want to stab with a knife someone or something at least once in my life. I don't really know how to explain it... But, I don't know, I do not think this is a murderous urge or something but... I just don't know why I feel that way !

Surprisingly, I am quite a sensitive person... I hate imagining being hurt or hurting someone anywhere around the throat and tortures techniques disgust me, but I still imagine that stabbing with a knife would be intense. I even tried dreaming of it (despite having failed at this, so it just never happened to me yet).

In general, for a reason I don't even understand I find blood poetic, especially when it comes with sadness, melancholy, dark emotions etc.

Because of this, death in blood seems ultimate poetry to write about for me, and even more if this makes everyone sad including the murderer themselves.

So... I don't know. I don't like the taste of my blood nor bleeding in general, but I feel like stabbing with a knife with lot of blood everywhere is a beautiful death, especially in the torso and in the chest.

So... I'm pretty sure this is not normal but I'm asking you guys :3

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  • Mysteryandwonder
    7 years ago

    For some odd reason I have the desire to stab myself in the chest, right in the centre. It's not persistent it just comes at random times, sometimes frequently or not until several months later. I just really want to feel the pressure and pain that it causes. I'm not suicidal, and I know I can't stab myself unless I have a death wish, which is unfortunate cause I really really wish I could stab myself.

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  • RoseIsabella
    7 years ago

    Go buy a watermelon and stab that! Problem solved.

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  • _Rainbow_
    7 years ago

    Actually, I forgot to tell that I was NOT a masochist. Knowing that, you'll understand I wouldn't stab myself even if blood fascinates me. To be honest, I didn't expect such negative responses : Am I the only one feeling that way ? It seems to be the case...

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  • JulianLennonIsFit
    7 years ago

    It's not normal. Totally fucked up actually, but then again, you just gotta read my username and see that I am a hypocrite if I judge ya for having screwed thoughts haha, why not try it on either yourself, or if you are 100% insane for the want, try it on a dead pig or something... Still, WTF... Have a stabtastic day :D

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  • mysistersshadow
    7 years ago

    Its not normal but you can always give it a try on yourself.

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