Is it normal i feel like i disappoint guys because...

Okay so Im not being cocky but I know Im an attractive girl you know like you kind of figure from hearing pple say all the time, getting hit on, etc. So now that thats clarified, when it comes to guys hitting on me I feel so much pressure because when they see me they expect this sassy girl to come from the inside because shes hot and all. Well, the truth is Im a weirdo and silly inside. When guys find out its like oh sh*t youre not who I thought you were and Im like yeah...oops Im just me which doesnt match my looks. So now when guys come to me Im kind of reserved because Im hiding from who I am and want to keep them thinking Im this hot girl, its kind of flattering you know. I know some guys would dig a hot, silly chick but most of the time guys want the looks first and like I said I find it flattering so I try to keep it that way. Another problem is I feel like sometimes Ill come off as a bitch because of the way I reserve myself, its kind of like playing hard to get. So when they think Im a bitch Im actually fun and silly and okay weird. Im basically conforming to what the guys think I am and thats no bueno I know, but Im just afraid theyll run away when they find out Im not your typical hot model. Hmm infact i want to make this as a poll so here: