Is it normal i fantasize about dying?

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I'm sad, but I don't really want to die. I have a loving, supportive family and hobbies I love. I fantasize about shooting myself daily. Also, getting murdered by a robber, getting run over by speeding cars on the free way, or jumping off a high building. I've always been interested in death. I never told anyone.
I should note that mental illness runs in my family. Almost all of us have anxiety, depression. My brother and cousin suffered from anorexia, my grandmother had schizophrenia (she killed herself), and my mom is bipolar. I have had hallucinations and have heard voices in the past, but they are only occasional today. I have anxiety attacks 2+ times a week. Please answer. I don't know if I should see someone or not.

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Based on 38 votes (17 yes)
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  • SeriousChipotlePirate
    7 years ago

    Okay so my question is: Do you REALLY wana do it like you see a tall building and your like FUCK THIS SHIT! I'M JUMPING NOW! FUCK YEAH! Or is it more of something you just think of like "Damn that building is tall, what if i jumped? Cause in a way i can see it being normal. Some people's brains are fucked up to a point but i dont think this could be one of em... i think about touching strangers in a sorta intimate way or shit like that. And yes that could be prety fun but i dont do it. if you can control your self and you know its a FANTASY then i would say its good! Altho thinking about it daily might be a little bit concerning. See it this way, you said your grand ma killed herself, now are you jelous of that? if you answer yes, No, it is not normal. (dont just listen to me btw. im one person on this planet. it aint much)

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    • cubiclesdemo
      7 years ago

      I don't want to die, I just think about dying a lot. In class, in the car... I just find death fascinating. I want to know it, but I have much to live for. My family, friends, and I'm a musician. So, yes I am in control. I would never kill myself as my mom would kill herself if I did. I just want to know if I should see a professional in case my day dreams get out of hand.

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      • KrazyKat
        7 years ago

        Then, it is alright. I imagined killing people, not that I would kill people.

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  • CreamPuffs
    7 years ago

    Don't we all?

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  • RoseIsabella
    7 years ago

    Yes, you really do need professional help.

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    • cubiclesdemo
      7 years ago

      Thank you, I was so confused.

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