Is it normal i dont know what i want from life anymore
I not really happy but I not really sad. I dont really have a purpose to live anymore. I live to serve others but now I dont know anymore. My entire life I wanted to help other people but its not gotten me anywhere. People eventually leave me and stop caring. My family has gotten bored of me too, and all my younger cousins have grown up. I need to get a life but I dont know what kind of life I want. I kind of wanted to have a partner and kids at this point but there is no one who is really at my level, and so I usually turn to focusing on work, but than work seems pointless too.