Is it normal i don't know what it feels like to not be depressed?

That will happen when you're depressed, eventually you become use to the misery and forget what it's like to be happy. As normal as this is, it is not healthy. OP, why do you want to die? Private message me and I'll help you in anyway that I can, because honestly no one should feel this way.

Despite the messages we are given that it's unhealthy and dysfunctional, some people are naturally more melancholic than others. It's not abnormal.

There are still ways you can get some relief:, like counselling, meditation, exercise, medication, healthy diet, and touch therapy.

That is normal, but terribly unfortunate. Have you seen a therapist or a doctor? I used to feel that way, I've been depressed as long as I can remember. I've been on Celexa for two or three years now and although I occasionally have some depressive thoughts, I haven't had a depressive episode since. Depression is very very treatable, I'm positive you can find your way out of this.
Sending my love your way <3

Have you ever had sex with a girl? Are you straight? You probably are in short supply in some mineral. Go to a holistic doctor and get evaluated for what you may be in short supply. You will be fine once you find out what maybe is causing you to think this way. Good luck!

I remember what it was like. I was very young and I thought of the world as a magical place of wonder and imagination.

oh right well maybe you need to have a cheap thrill with yr friend/s , scary ride etc...get closer stand close then decide..:D

that's pretty much how it works considering the chemical imbalance thing

I know what you mean. However, for me, I found out that I had a deficiency in dopamine production. They say that taking Tyrosine helps a lot as it increases production.

I think I vaguely remember not being depressed when I was about 9 years old.

I felt happiness once, I cried, and it flew straight to the ground like a paper airplane from a retarded kids misshapen underdeveloped fingers.

Im just glad its over with, I almost did something responsible.

Not even in childhood?