Is it normal i don't feel anything?

My grandfather recently died. He spent his last days at my grandmother's house, which is in our local city. I was at vacation then. It's not my first contact with death, i have many dead family members.
During my grandpa's last days, i stayed home. The whole family would go visit, but i stayed home and watched movies. I actually didn't care.
At his funeral, i pretended to be sad and faked tears, because i didn't want others to judge me, or call me heartless. Even when i saw how my mother was hurting, i still didn't care.
is it really normal how indifferent i am?

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36% Normal
Based on 11 votes (4 yes)
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  • Short4Words

    It doesn't necessarily mean something is wrong with you. I liked my grandparents enough but I didn't feel much when they passed away. Sometimes you just don't make deep enough connections to people. My Dad on the other hand was the most important person I've known and when he died I went into shock. And it still upsets me. I suppose that's only human.

    If someone who truly matters do you ever does die you might feel numb or you might even feel nothing. I know a guy who didn't grieve for his father until 20 years after.

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    • Summerxx

      How is that possible?

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      • Short4Words

        How is what possible?

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  • FJK_frm_AK25

    U could b like a sociopath or something.or u jus didn't care bout ur grndpop that much.idk y do u think u didn't give a fuck?

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  • jr__

    Can you share a happy memory of u and yr pa? You might be one of those who can't . Sad.

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  • Summerxx

    Mourning for someone until 20 years after

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