Is it normal i did this as a kid before i knew what it was?
WARNING WEIRD SHIT AHEAD!!!!!!
So when I was in middle school one time I was horny, bored and home alone, a dangerous combination. For some reason I wondered what it would be like to fill my ass with water. So I rummaged around my dad's shop and found a turkey baster. Then I got naked and hopped in the bath tub with an inch or two of water in it and started slowly filling my arse with water. I had no clue what an enema was at the time but after a few minutes of being full I started to feel the urge to shit. The struggle to keep it in was so arousing that I orgasmed shortly after and then shat explosively all over the bath tub. I then played with myself a little more and did it again of I had time. After I was done I would just take a regular shower and get really clean and push all the shit down the drain. I did this once or twice a week for several months. Is it normal I gave myself enemas with a turkey baster in middle school to Jack off to?