Is it normal i'd ike to date hispanics but feel they shun non-latinos?
OK all my life I have had Hispanic acquaintances, and learned Spanish (Both European and Mexican, and a little South American stuff too). My dad had a business which I worked for back in the day; and we went out of our way to hire them, as despite the crap you hear, they are very hard workers, they almost try to out-do each other, etc.
And I probably don't need to tell you I love to watch TeleMundo for all the hot chicks on there, etc.
However, and I mean I have been really friendly, etc., on business/acquaintance levels with many Hispanics, there is something about the typical Latino culture that makes me feel like I have zero chance to actually get a woman interested in dating, due to not being macho enough (whatever that means), not having a beach tan, not driving a modified car, the whole cultural thing of Latino women not dating white men for fear of what the other Latinos would think, etc., or perhaps the perception that non-Latino men are not sexy or masculine.
In my life now is a woman off-limits (married with two young kids, kids are no deal-breaker for me) and you can tell she thinks she's hot (yes, in fact, she is), and once in awhile I send out some very subtle hints and you can tell she's flattered, but you can also see that she thinks in general that I and others like me might as well be Martian or something. Of course I am keeping my thoughts to myself, I won't ever cross that line; I respect her and her husband.
Is it normal that I feel this way and is it normal I feel my appraisal of Latino culture indicates there is zero chance ever (we're not talking 3rd generation from Spain or anything like that)?