Is it normal i cant forget my best friend who ignored me now...

its him who became my friend four years before... we became closer n closer as days pass on.. i ll share all my happiness sorrows experiences everything with him alone.... i always used to talk with my college friends about him and felt so happy to be with him. i cant be without talking to him even one day... for years we both didnt even had single fight...i ll miss him a lot in his absence.. i loved him very much.. it was his last bday, i introduced my friends to him.. they became closer to him.. i became jealous and got afraid of loosing him.. it resulted into fighting with him often.. it became bad here also.. i started to move away from my friends whom i introduced to him.. for more than two months he didnt call or text me.. i got much angry on him and waited him to contact me.. he didnt.. i called him n understood that he hates me and wants to move from me.. i shouted at him for this again... finally he left me totally... i'm living in a world of loneliness... i cant smile.. i cant concentrate.. i miss him totally... i cant stop my tears when i think of his memories... i took lot of attempts to forget him.. but i cant forget him.. even his phone number.. im keeping on calling him expecting he ll come back to me again..but he is the same.. i dont even see single worry in him for my absence... but there is no more possibility... please help me... i want to get rid of this... i want to forget him... even now im typing with eyes full of tears.....