Is it normal i can't except life is this really it?

Wow thx for depressing me! Lol I really know what u mean though.

You have to find a reason for why you're living. My personal philosophy is since I'm here for whatever reason, why the hell should I not have a good time and do as many things as I can with my life. I mean who knows what is going to happen after we die (I am not religious). If you don't find a reason for being, you will miserable.

I have the exact same thoughts, fears and concerns as you do and what bothers me the most is that there is nothing we can do about it and the fact that it seems no one else cares.

Your karma, i.e. the natural effects of your actions carry on and continue to affect the world long, after you have died, forever in fact. Your actions have consequences which will last, so make them good ones.

Become a criminal and
Live a short but kick ass life.

I think everyone is scared of death. I am afraid of what there is after death - is it just a pool of darkness for eternity, or is it like eternal sleep and rest? You should listen to the song "Live Like We're Dying" by Kris Allen. It really made me think about things. If this is all that there is, make the most of it. Don't just have fun all the time - achieve something great so when you do die - you'll die happy. That's the way I want to go...

I feel the way you describe sometimes. I'd be surprised if it wasn't normal and others didn't wonder these things. It's a feeling that just comes out of nowhere sometimes. Needing to make more and more money to be able to live each day is one of the most depressing thoughts, you can never stop working till you're retired. But then I think that, we live for life. What else is there? It doesn't matter we'll all die one day. Right now it's time for living.

Find a purpose, like a task you have been sent to do on earth. But it makes sense, just try and keep your mind on something else

You need to snap out of it! Choose a purpose or goal and go for it!!!

man im the same and tbh i believe in heaven and hell so im worrying loads and i even get the thoughts maybe there not real then whats after life and why do i have to work this way in life just for my death to come

You think the same way I do, but I don't experience it in a bad way.
In the end everything you do becomes pointless. It's possible to achieve things while you live, but after death, those "results" fade away and a few generations later no one will notice you've ever existed. That's why, in my opinion, "reaching the books" is the highest achievable thing possible in life (like Einstein or Julius Ceasar), because you've become immortal in an immaterial way.

Anyways, it's completely normal to think that way, but it's up to you if you can handle such a realistic way of thinking.

You just described my life in that story there's really no point to anything on earth when you think about it. That's why Christians believe in heaven because they like to think that when they die there will be something to look forward to

HEY WERE ONLY HERE ONCE SO FK I LAS MAKE THE MOST OF IT . XX

wow I went tru a similar thing when I was a teen and Its normal to fear death especially when you dont know what to expect. You are not wasting your life I believe we are put here to learn different lessons maybe one of yours is fate! I'm going to say something and sound completely insane you can choose to believe me or not. Ever since I was a little girl I have seen ghosts and spirits when my twin sister was murdered she came to me after too tell me she was ok as well as to give me information to give to the police which solved the case She along with many others have proven to me that there is life after death I recommend researching Edgar Cayce or Hans Holzer some very important people who may give you comfort I know they changed my life. But like i said you can call me crazy if you want too I just wanted to help you see the world beyond