Is it normal i can only fight physically not verbally?
If someone pisses me off, all I feel like doing is getting violent with them. In a way, I kind of don't like it cause I wish I was smart with words so I can just solve the problem without getting physical when I can't. For example, I live in the dorms right now so I can't risk kicking someone's a** in here but I want to confront them yet I have no choice but to verbally confront them and I can't do that. Im basically getting bullied by these girls especially one, shes been banging on my door, and yelling stupid things to me and man I am just livid like anyone would be. I know if I want to beat them up I sound like a bully myself but how else can I stand up for myself if all I can do is get physical? So far Ive just been ignoring it but I dont want to look like a pushover. I have to stand up for myself but like I said, all I feel like doing is getting in physical fight with them. Honestly I would feel so good, almost like a workout letting everything go. But since I can't do that (well I can but Im smart enough to not do it and get expelled putting my family through this and all)I suck with connecting my thoughts and words then I look silly as if I don't know what I'm doing but its just my words don't come out right. So Im suffering here, its not good to hold back your anger its good to let go and the only way I can is physically which I can't do or else Ill get expelled. Like I said, all my anger is just pushing me to getting physical, so is this normal? Does anybody else fight only physically cause thats all that comes out? Words are just not found at the heated moment.