Is it normal i always garner a lot of attention and not sure why?

I always knew I was odd and different. My mind set seems to be a very rare one that most people do not possess. The way I think and act is part of who I am. However no matter what I do I always garner a lot of attention.

Be it good attention or bad attention. The thing is I don't really try to get people to look at me. I just amuse myself in my own little ways. I have had people who find me charming, I have had people who despise me.

Yet I don't fully understand what it is about my personality that attracts so much attention. I never thought I was special. In fact I always thought very poorly of myself.

I have no idea what is so special about me. Generally people either find me irritating or adore me. I not good at examining myself though. My judgement of actions is based on rational conclusion of what should be done. I cant examine inward though. When I do try to think inward its like a blank fog. I not sure how to examine whats inside my own head but I can determine action.