Is it normal, how i feel about my teacher?

Alrighty. So here's my situation;

My name's Ardeth. I'm 19 years old, a returning grade 12 student. He will remain anonymous; but he's about 25, I believe. He's funny, casual, intelligent, a great musician, and devastatingly handsome(well, to me anyways). I think he has a girlfriend, but I'm not certain. I do know that he's not married, though.

I've been dying to act on my feelings for the longest time, hoping that maybe it will stop my heart from constantly burning for him. Hoping that it may give me some release from the ache, but I don't want to trouble him. I know it would still technically mean legal issues, as I'm still his student.
So to combat my urge, I am silent, and I partially tend to avoid him, trying not to get emotionally close to him.

He brings out so much in me. He inspires some of my most beautiful music and literature, and when I'm hurting, sad or afraid, I think of him, and immediately, I feel comfort.

I would give anything to make my heart stop aching, and to stop my head from spinning.
If you found that perfect man/woman for you, what would you do? Would you still go after them, even if the relationship is nearly impossible?
Is this normal?

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72% Normal
Based on 36 votes (26 yes)
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Comments ( 4 )
  • joelsmo

    If you wish him in jail go for it. Teachers cannot date there students. I suggest you wait until you are out of school and if you still feel the same talk to him then, ask him on a date. Just be prepared that the feelings may very likely not be mutual.

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  • chaosdragoon1

    Go with him but don't make it public. Wait until you graduate to bring it out into the open.

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  • xxxbeautifullybrokenxxx

    Your name is pretty :) I think you should go for it you never know what could happen.

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  • If you truly loved him you'll let him go. He could lose his job and even his license to teach if it's ever known what's going on between you two.

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