Is it normal, how i feel about my teacher?
Alrighty. So here's my situation;
My name's Ardeth. I'm 19 years old, a returning grade 12 student. He will remain anonymous; but he's about 25, I believe. He's funny, casual, intelligent, a great musician, and devastatingly handsome(well, to me anyways). I think he has a girlfriend, but I'm not certain. I do know that he's not married, though.
I've been dying to act on my feelings for the longest time, hoping that maybe it will stop my heart from constantly burning for him. Hoping that it may give me some release from the ache, but I don't want to trouble him. I know it would still technically mean legal issues, as I'm still his student.
So to combat my urge, I am silent, and I partially tend to avoid him, trying not to get emotionally close to him.
He brings out so much in me. He inspires some of my most beautiful music and literature, and when I'm hurting, sad or afraid, I think of him, and immediately, I feel comfort.
I would give anything to make my heart stop aching, and to stop my head from spinning.
If you found that perfect man/woman for you, what would you do? Would you still go after them, even if the relationship is nearly impossible?
Is this normal?