Is it normal for my aunt to be religious as well asking me about porn

It is about my aunt she is 43 years old and 5 feet 2 inches tall and has a 20 year old son and she is very religious havnt had sex even with her hubby since mayb year 2000
i am 28 year old 6 feet 4 inch virgin guy and i am attracted towards her like hell and i think she knows it
a lot of incidents have happened between us but i wud like to name a few here
till i was 22-23 she used freely bend in front of me i have seen her booobs multiple times from every angle- her bra, complete bend,bend overs,cant explain wat i feel
once i was sitting near a wall and she knew but still she started peeing just around the wall i mean if i had just moved my head 3-4 inches further i could have seen her ass or hairy pusyy..
i have even masturbated on her bra multiple times
once i was standing with my mom and i jst asked my mom that is my trouser ok from behind like above my ass isnt it dirty so just at that time my aunt was coming from sumwhere my mom asked her this she made me take a 180 degree turn and as i was standing at a height that made my ass just in front of her face and then she rubbed my ass completely for like 2-3 seconds and said that its ok nothings there
once i told her that your son watches porn n i even showed her sum english movies with kiss and all on their computer after that while talking she asked me that how much porn have u seen??
i didnt knw wat to say i said i havent ever seen simple...
but since i ve been 24-25 she has stopped showing me her boobs
but once while talking on phone she said to the man on the other side that talk to my son and gave the phone to me
so the thing is that if she takes me like a son that she shud freely bend in front of me and if she doesnt then she shudnt call me her son
and she even changes in her room while only i am there in the house without locking the door and sumtimes even without closing the door but when i am near her room but not in front of the door of her room

i jst want to fuck her..she is a real sex doll looks like a 20 year old has glowing skin plz tell me how to do and wat to do
and also wat she must be thinking about me and do u think she knows i watch her boobs and want sex from her???from her point of view plz tell mee