Is it normal for me to like sadistic sex?

The thought of the girl actually enjoying sex disgusts me. When I think of sex I think of pinning her down and ramming myself deep inside her. Just the thought of an innocent women wanting to have sex with me and have a brutal awakening is what turns me on. Ramming deep into her throat till she pukes on herself and looks up in shock and fear as she realizes that I'm using her as a fuck toy. Is this normal? To only see sex as using the other as nothing more then a masturbation toy.

When I have sex/random hookup, I have to hold back from being rough with them and I then have vanilla sex instead.

I'm completely disgusted when girls joke about being kinky like having hands tied to the bed. They have NO idea!

All of this is getting in the way of me dating, I haven't had a girlfriend since highschool.

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  • MyHazelLabyrinth

    Lol the above comments make me giggle.

    As i'm a girl i'll be honest with you.

    I don't think it has anything to do with depression. I think you should really look into the scene of BDSM or the D/s lifestyle even. Actually read up about what it is, not all the bullshit that people don't know what it is.

    There is so much different kinds of ways to be sexual, it is ridiculous.

    There are some very kinky people out there. You just need to look and experiment. That's the way to learn.

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  • rawr123451

    That happens with some forms of depression. Have you always thought that way?

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  • Dan-the-Van-Vanson

    creepy

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