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I used to cut but my dad found them and said if I cut again I'll get home school so recently I've been looking at pic of people's cuts and scares but it's not completely working so I hit myself put hot wax on my body and ram my shoulder into walls does anyone else do that?
It's not considered "normal" to want to hit or burn yourself.
That being said, I absolutely love (beyond words) to burn my nipples with a lit cigar until they bleed and turn black and scabby. I love to rub the ashes into my burned raw and bleeding nipples because it burns even more and turns me on so much I squirt. I've even tried rubbing salt into my burned raw nips (not fun). (Incidentally, hot wax is not hot enough.)
You may be addicted to not just the pain, but also the onrush of adrenaline that the pain causes. It is like cocaine. Soooo fucking good.
If you want/need to stop counselling and/or a psychiatrist may be necessary.
It's obviously just another form of self-harm for you, do you not think your dad will figure that out? You should work on getting help and treated for this rather than trying to find different ways of hurting yourself.