Is it normal for me to enjoy the things listed below
Ever since I could remember I have been obsessed with finding the right body to dominate. For instance I have had a rather enthralling sex addiction since I was in fourth grade, and have had sex with three of my cousins; and as I've gotten older it's only become worse for I love the way women climax over and over again to the point of losing consciousness, and their pussies being overly creamy, but the thing is even though I have this obsession/pleasure with doing it; and watching it happen I can never find the right body. An example of this it takes me six to several hours to climax. Even though I get the physical pleasure. I do not receive the mental pleasure after it happens, and as such this leads me to break up with my partner.
Call it macabre if you will, but I want to see if anyone else has this 'hobby', or even if it's normal.
(As for the fetish part, I enjoy: Micro-mini/mini/short skirts, stockings, and a few other fabrics on a bodacious booty - as well as a sleep fetish, and some forms of BDSM.
But the thing that overlooks all of these is my obsession with complete heterochromia)
So the question(s) still stand is any of this normal?