Is it normal for me to email an old teacher that i crush on?
A few weeks ago when school started back up, i thought it would be nice of me to email an old High School teacher of mine and wished her good thoughts for this school year. But, she has no idea that i secretly have a crush on her. She's the most thoughtful, kindhearted person i know. I could go to her about anything, even if it was personal. but last year her husband died. i dont want to let her know that i have had a crush on her for so long. And she hate me. Everytime i look at her my heart melts. I've dreamt of touching her, and kissing her. When we made eye contact, a piece of me felt that she knew i had feelings for her. Because the look lingered. And i blushed alot, the way she looked at me made me feel that she was interested in me too or atleast curious because of my sexuality. And now, i email her often. how do i give her hints about my feelings? How do i make her feel special? How do i make her feel beautiful all over again through email? May i mention that i am a girl.