Is it normal for me to dislike my mother so damn much?

Is it so wrong that im started to have a fire burning hate for my mother?
I just turned 21 a month ago and moved back home a year ago. Why I moved back home? I have no idea why I did such an idiotic thing. Before I moved back home I was so happy and satisfied with my life. I had NO STRESS, DRAMA, or ANY TYPE OF PROBLEMS. I WAS LIVING A GREAT until my mother invited me to move back home. which i took the offer because she sucked me in with "you can stay as long as you want. you don't need to pay rent and you can live life as you've been doing on your own.". my mom kicked me out when i was 16. i started talking to her a month before my 19 birthday and soon moved back home that AUG. i had my own car and a job. but in September i crashed my car b/c i was drunk. i also ended up loosing my $15 a hr job December 2011...it was the worst for me ever b/c all she would do was b.tch and complain about anything and everything. she would even bring up things i did when i was 14 years old but i cant stand this WOMAN. she is killing me emotionally. with her negativity toward me. plus i have no idea why shes bring all the bad ive done when i was just a kid..i never bring up her flaws or how she used to come home drunk when i lived with her and how she would try kick me out in the middle of the night.. or how she would start yelling and throw beer bottles at me. she'd used to acts so much like trash even though she owns 10 different businesses. she also tells me things like "yeah right. your probably out doing drugs" or "i cant trust you. im afraid you are going steal my things and pawn them. i cant even lend you my truck because im afraid your going to go take off with my truck an never come back"...she just pisses me off b/c her bf who lives her also. does not work. does coke. he has stolen from her and pawn her things. he even once told her 2012 benz and took of to a hotel and stay there for a week just doing drugs. but yet she bought him a 2011 audi after hes told her hes cheated on her. ive never stolen in my life. i pay my own bills and pay for own habits. i finally got another job and had another car but in june i ended up wrecking that car also. b/c a friend i left the club and a dude and i started racing since i had a 350z what caused me get a blow out in my tire and then crashing into the side of the wall..i still have my job but all the money i had saved up to move out in aug. i almost completely gone. I HAVE NO MONEY TO MOVE OUT THIS HELL HOLE to run as fast i can from her cause i hate her so much..i cant even stand to look at her anymore b/c of the things she says to me and i also cant stand the way she thinks. she seems to only be nice to those who treat her like crap...i hate her and hate living her but im just so afraid of moving back out. idk why or whats wrong with me b/c i got kicked out from her when i was 16 and was making it on my own. finished high school. went to UT a year and some months. i was a supervisor but. idk what went wrong. all this negative energy she gives off is causing me to fall back into depression. also she has placed my self esteem so low...