Is it normal for me to be this angry over this?
I wasn't sure where to categorize this, sorry if it's in the wrong place.):
I get hot very easy, so I have a standing fan that I keep pointed at me at all times when I'm in my room so I don't overheat. I used to keep it so it was oscillating, but one day I got so mad at something my grandmoms(I call them my moms) said, that I punched it and it fell over and started to make this ticking sound. It was very loud and constant and I literally beat the shit out of my fan to try and get it to stop. I was so crazed that I didn't even think to turn it off, and eventually I just stood with my hands over my ears and cried until one of my moms came in and turned it off for me. All I could hear was the ticking and this high pitched ringing sound in my ears, and it was driving me nuts. I was shaking, hyperventilating, and I felt like a crazy person.
Is this even remotely normal...? Does this happen to anyone else? ):