Is it normal for me to always have this reaction to weed?
Im 18 years old. The first time I smoked weed was in 8th grade, it was giggly fun experience, but i was also on oxycodones when i smoked. The next few times, i freaked out because i never really experienced the rapid heartbeat and tunnel vision. After I had overcame this, I realized that when I would smoke with friends, It was not fun. I would get really high, and feel self-consious and not wanna talk because I felt the way i talked was weird, I felt ugly. I feel like my voice and face changes. I feel dopey(I know is normal) and sometimes, I really just cannot understand or think well like i can when im sober or even when im drunk, however If i drink and smoke i feel fine, maybe its the alcohol that takes away my anxiety. anyways, whats your opinion on these feelings? Sorry this so long, haha