Is it normal for amphetamines to calm and relax me, i have adhd?
Hi over the last five years I have occasionally used amphetamine to calm down and relax due to my severe ADHD. In August our home partially burnt down and our large family are being evicted as of 5 January 2013. This had made my ADHD considerably worse so over the last few months on Friday night I have used more regularly. I have only ever injected it seemed to me to be the best choice for me. I seem to have a high tolerance so the one point most people would be happy with does nothing for me, my preference for the right amount of calm would be about three points. I also have a bleeding disorder which means I have to dilute much more than 'normal' people, I have found that by using Nurofen fifteen minutes before helps, this in practical terms causes my platelets to become like Teflon causing the reaction to be more satisfying. My preferred method is to sit in a fairly hot shower to inject.
After this I talk more softly, slowly, I am incredibly calm. I walk slower and usually prefer to lay on my bed in the dark and listen to quiet music...this is the most rested and peaceful I have ever felt.
I have told my Doctor what I have done and the results, she referred me to a mental health clinic who refuse to help me. As nice as this all is it is expensive and I would prefer to get some proper medical assistance for my condition.
Rant over...my question is, is there anyone else out there like me, who reacts in the same or similar fashion? If so what do you do and have you been able to get proper medical assistance? Was it hard to get and how much did it cost? The mental health system in Australia is sadly lacking