Is it normal for a white man to want a white wife who fucks black men?

Is it normal as a white man to be physically and emotionally attracted to ONLY a woman who is a Queen of Spades? I only want to date a white or an Asian woman who is a lady in every aspect of her life but she occasionally has strong sexual desires for a black cock even though she is currently in a happy relationship with a white man and that white man, in this situation, is of course me. I am not a sissy or a bio or a wimp. I enjoy having sex and I do my best to keep myself healthy and in shape. My penis is an average girth and slightly longer than 8 inches when hard so I am not embarrassed of my penis size. Since many white and Asian women do not always display their sexual desires for black cock with a Queen of Spades tattoo or jewelry, I therefore go to bars that are densely populated with black patrons so that I can casually meet a single white or Asian woman that are there that evening. Whenever I am at one of these bars I do get stared at by some of the black men and I think that happens not because I am dressed nicely and that I smell good but because they are wondering why I am there. As I mentioned before, I am there because I am physically and emotionally attracted to a woman who is a Queen of Spades and I do not consider that term to be demeaning but instead a term of endearment. Now, in your opinion, is it normal?