Is it normal for a straight guy to have the urge for gay sex encounters?
A while back I gave into the urge to try anal sex and found the whole experience revolting. (I mentioned it in an earlier post here.) Last night I found myself on my knees, opening my mouth wide, and taking this sweaty fat guy's erection in my mouth. I had no idea what I was doing - I just kept my lips pursed tight around it and slid up and down. Words cannot describe what it was like to feel his hot semen spurting into the back of my mouth. I started gagging as it ran over my tongue. He wouldn't let me pull back off him to spit it out. I had to swallow. I was nearly sick at the sensation of this thick slime sliding down my throat. Jesus! WTF was I thinking? Why do I have these crazy urges? And why do I give in to them?