Is it normal for a girl to masturbate this much? for so long?
Okay, so I started masturbating when I was really small, like 5 years old. Until I was something like 14, I had no idea what I was really doing. I did is everyday and felt really bad about it. When I was small my mom used to get really upset with me and say really bad stuff would happen if I did it and I used to cry, but I could not stop. I started doing it in secret, but it was not sexual, it just felt really good. I am now almost 20 and sometimes I do it sexually. But most of the time I do it because it feels good. I feel like I HAVE to do it every night before I go to sleep, and if I am sad, lonely, or bored I do it for a VERY long time (like 3 hours sometimes!) Also, I do it to girls pictures, even though I am straight. I am not attracted to them but IDK why... Its never porn or guys or anything. I could be doing something totally stupid like looking up things to do around the city or classes and will masturbate. I even have a callous on my finger from doing it so much. Anyways, I am normal otherwise, I have a boyfriend who is currently away on summer vacation, but he doesn't like it either, so I tried very hard to stop when I was with him. Is it normal?