Is it normal for a basically straight guy to want to suck dick?"
I know how ridiculous that may sound. Saying "I'm not gay, but," then inserting (pun intended) one of the gayest things I could possibly do (and I'm not saying this disrespectfully - I respect all sexual orientations). I'm saying I'm a straight guy because I have visualized myself in a relationship with a guy, and it turns me off big time. even the thought of any other kind of sex with a male is "gross" to me (as I would expect sex with a female would be for a gay guy). However, the idea of a dick in my mouth is a turn on. And I don't mean me just giving falatio to a guy in bed, taking turns. I want to do it in a subby kind of way. Tied up, blindfolded, and just kind of feel like I don't have a choice. Nothing violent, but the idea of a guy whiping it out and "forcing" me to suck him is hot for some reason. The idea gets even MORE arousing if there is a woman watching, joining, or even apart of the "forcing."
I haven't yet done this. I've put out several craigslist type ads on Doublist, both to do it with just a guy or with his wife/gf, and while I've had hits, I've never been able to pull the trigger.
Perhaps this makes me bisexual, or bi curious at least, but oral is about as far as I'd ever go, but is this normal for anyone else who identifies as straight (or mostly straight)?