Is it normal: attracted to men, sexually (only) female

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I'm a (what I believe to be 'straight') female. I can cum/orgasm to men (only) -- I watch straight porn/solo male, I'm VERY attracted to men. Their bodies/a penis. But I have absolutely no connection with ANY of the men I've attempted to 'date'. I've NEVER been in a relationship with one. By choice. I'm 25. It's never a matter of the wrong guy. I just do not feel any emotion, whatsoever, to a man. With girls, it's intense (emotionally, butterflies, the desire to keep a conversation, enjoying their company etc) But with men, it's forced feeling. So I can't understand what my orientation is. I'm very self-aware/perceptive. My connection to girls - only, led me to ponder if I'm gay or not, but my desire sexually for men X'ed that out. Almost.
My (sorry if blunt) vagina, aches for penetration, numerous times throughout the day. I find I can't stop fantasizing, or thinking of (whoever at the times') penis would feel like/look like. But I don't want a bf or urn for male attention. But I 'crush' on actors, look them up, adore hot males from afar (I model, so I've been w/ fellow models, so they'd always be my 'type') I've even tried dating outside that bubble for a guy who insisted I was 'too good' for him and I liked him the most, but eventually I didn't want romance or enjoy our time together after 2 months of trying.. so when they want more or become romantic, it doesn't feel right. I tend to ignore them and they want 'more' and being a couple. I need to masturbate once a day, so this sexuality confusion nearly torments me. I only want/enjoy porn as my means of a sex life now, since it's easier than the hassle of avoiding romance. What is going on! This doesn't seem normal? -- Thanks in advance for any insight. I know it was a spiel.

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  • dickwashington
    10 years ago

    find a feminine guy perhaps some one who thinks somewhat like a woman with whom you can connect on that deep level but at the same time can satisfy you sexually

    i dont know thats a tough one

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  • eastbeast
    10 years ago

    Hell, that's a tough one.
    Quick idea, stop trying so hard to date your 'type' or who you think should be yours etc.
    Just let what happens happen, the right person will come along when you least expect.

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  • NeofelisNebulosa
    10 years ago

    Perhaps youre homoromantic but heterosexual? Youre probably bi, but youre just new at it so youre confused. Just go with the flow! If you like someone, dont fight it. As for that need to be penetrated, you dont need a man to satisfy that urge... ;p

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  • (s)aint
    10 years ago

    Go with androgynous men!

    Or with transsexual females, this way you get a feminine partner who has a penis (Unless she has had surgery)

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