Is it normal as a straight guy to get off on shemale porn ?
A little bit of background first. Im a 40 yr old married guy, whos only ever been with women.
when i was 27 a girlfriend at the time asked after a sunday morning session in bed if i'd ever thought about sucking another mans dick. My response then was My God categorically NO! She found it surprising as her previous b/f's had said yes. Anyway as a joke one morning i was giving a blowjob to her dildo and it really turned her on, from that point forward we used to role play with it pretending to both suck and lick it as if it were a third person.
As an avid internet porn viewer, this shortly after lead to me looking at shemale porn, id been so de-sensitized by years of straight porn i found i really got off on it, starting 12 yrs ago it has become a major fantasy (must point out i only like the shemales who look like beautiful women and like it even more when they have a big fat cock.
Also view some bisex porn and again really get off as this feels even more wrong. Its strange really as watching two guys kiss physically makes me want to throw up, but watchin two guys suck and fuck is a turn on when im in a certain frame of mind.
So am i weird !