Is it normal. am i normal.
I know how to show a smile, I know how to make everyone laugh. I know tears, I've seen tears. I've never cried. I've never cared. I've never had a relationship last more then a month, I always seem to move on instantly. No matter how much I may seem attracted to you I feel nothing. When you are hurt, I feel nothing. I get scared very easily. I am extremely Intelligent But do not care about school.
I'm funny, But is it just an image?
I'm very laid back, But is it just an image?
Why cant I feel sorrow for other people?
My Father almost died, Why didn't I care?
I've lost many people moving around, Why don't I miss the people I loved, my greatest friends?
I only see my mom every 4-5weeks for 2 days, I miss her a lot, But when I see her I could care less.
I ask people to do things for me all the time, and They ALWAYS do it. I do not believe I am any more persuasive then you, or anyone else. But I do not know if there is something about me to make others just do what I want without question, or without reason.
I'm very attached to music, Music that has a good feeling to it.
I'm not violent at all, but I can get angry very easily. I do not support violence, But I could care less if millions died, as long as I didn't see it.
Do I have some disorder in my personality or something? I find it so hard that I try to attach to people, but can not. And I do not feel sorry or remorse, and that I am very smart but do not care about school.
Any comments? Am I the only one?