Is it normal. am i normal.

I know how to show a smile, I know how to make everyone laugh. I know tears, I've seen tears. I've never cried. I've never cared. I've never had a relationship last more then a month, I always seem to move on instantly. No matter how much I may seem attracted to you I feel nothing. When you are hurt, I feel nothing. I get scared very easily. I am extremely Intelligent But do not care about school.

I'm funny, But is it just an image?
I'm very laid back, But is it just an image?

Why cant I feel sorrow for other people?
My Father almost died, Why didn't I care?
I've lost many people moving around, Why don't I miss the people I loved, my greatest friends?
I only see my mom every 4-5weeks for 2 days, I miss her a lot, But when I see her I could care less.

I ask people to do things for me all the time, and They ALWAYS do it. I do not believe I am any more persuasive then you, or anyone else. But I do not know if there is something about me to make others just do what I want without question, or without reason.

I'm very attached to music, Music that has a good feeling to it.

I'm not violent at all, but I can get angry very easily. I do not support violence, But I could care less if millions died, as long as I didn't see it.

Do I have some disorder in my personality or something? I find it so hard that I try to attach to people, but can not. And I do not feel sorry or remorse, and that I am very smart but do not care about school.

Any comments? Am I the only one?

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Comments ( 27 )
  • howaminotmyself

    I've seen this affliction before. The only known cure is to write bad poetry and buy black clothing. You may also want to take up drinking coffee and smoking cigarettes. (J/K- the cigarettes won't help.)

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  • PetraFlambola

    it could be borderline personality disorder (BPD)its hard to detect cuz its not as extreme as bipolar disorder,depression, sociopath-ism (??)

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  • Quest10nAuthoirty

    Write less and maybe someone will read this and vote yes or no.

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    • TrevorSociopath

      Thats lame.. I wrote it all out because I seriously need some help.

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      • vanishedwithoutatrace

        if you seriously need help, go talk to a professional. Not the internet. Jeez.

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  • keeping_up_with_da_kids

    I lack a few emotions and do not care about anyone including my self deal with it.

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  • boehawk

    You say " people you loved" in your post . sociopaths don't feel or understand love so if you have people you love you are not a sociopath . It does sound like you are detached emotionally , and that can happen for lots of reasons and talking to a professional could help. If your still in school talk to a trusted teacher about how you feel if you don't think you could talk to your parents. If your a adult see a therapist . Good luck , with the right help life can look much better.

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  • lenna

    I think you actually have a lot of feelings but you dont know it yet

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  • It is as if you are a parrellel version of me

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  • eroslives

    The fact that u asked if u were a sociopath shows that u have done your research and know that exactly what u are. Typically Sociopaths are associated with serial killers an the like, but more commonly they are emotionless and have a tendency to manipulate ppl more as a curiosity then anything. See a doctor, help is often possible if u truly desire it when dealing with personality disorders.

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  • gowila

    Maybe you are a serial killer.

    I would see a psychiatrist and maby get some meds. Just sounds like personality disorder.

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  • confused80

    I think your normal I tend to b alot like u at times ..... Ppl call me a cold hearted bitch all the time cause I cld care less bout them and their bullshit .....

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  • Maybe you're destined to a life outside of the realm of homosapiens.
    No jk.
    You should probably see a psychologist. Your detachment is probably the outcome of your childhood and the habits you subconsciously developed due
    To your circumstances whilst growing up.

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  • susana24

    And unattaching yourself from the world and your emotions which you say u don't have but you read closely you do!! Is what depressed people do. Just trust me u r depressed and for many people it's temporary when they get medicated.

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  • susana24

    U r depressed for sure. It's called a chimical imbalance in your brain. Theirs good drugs that help and it kinda sounds like post dramatic stress disorder too.

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  • :| shit dude mostly the same except from a cuple things people are like ffs your a fucking psyco and it pisses me off just because i dont give a shit about the petty things that rule over their lives and every1 elses
    the way u are is the best way to go i mean compare it to the avarage person nd ul see it better

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  • Treyy

    Fuck im exactly the same LOL but its algood, who cuurrz ?

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  • Eccentric

    You are unattached to the world and its creatures.

    Do not think this is something bad, if you are not attached, you yourself can never truely be hurt.
    Emotion is a flaw in human creation, it is what gives us the need to love and it causes us to crave attention. Envy, hate, sarrow, pain, joy,
    all the while you can feel nothing.
    Emotion may be needed for socail skills, but, it is not something you have to have in order to live.

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  • d0_0b

    I can relate to this person.

    Like the poster mentioned, I know how to smile and 'perform' like the rest of the 'herd' but I feel not connected to that 'pack' mentality.

    There's been times where I feel like my emotional switch is turned off and I feel indifferent to the world.

    During that stage, someone can tell me a tragic story, loss of a loved one, or that someone murdered their litter of newborn kittens... and I'd feel a sense of concern for the person's emotional grief but I don't feel nothing at all. I don't care about others problems, much less my own. I'd wonder what to tell the person for a few minutes, zoning out of what they're talking about.

    There's been a few times where I've thought of the sadder points and events that happened in my life, then let a few tears out. Usually just letting the tears flow is easier than trying to deny that your getting emotionally upset.

    No need for professional talk, just really good friends. No need for a lot, I only have two 'true" friends that I hang out with more than two times a week, and they don't down-talk to me about how I live my life. They actually admire me for not trying to change myself for the benefit of others.

    Anyways, I think the 'indifferent" feeling we're experiencing has to do with chemical / horomonal imbalance.

    What ever it is, I don't care? I'm happy with my life, now tell me... why does that bother someone else, which it would never affect? Why do people care so much on what a stranger does that isn't part of the 'pack life'?

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  • MyDarkestHour_x

    ...You sound like my best friend.

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  • sanejane

    have you told anyone close to you about how you feel? Maybe someone else in your family experiences similar emotions and can help.

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  • lilmizzshawtybabe

    not to he nothing2 guy but to whoever posted this;

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  • lilmizzshawtybabe

    i know exactly what you mean.

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  • littlefrog

    This actually does sound like a personality disorder and if you are noticing that it's causing you problems then you need to seek out some counseling. You can get in under control and learn to feel something with a little help.

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  • TrevorSociopath

    Can anyone please answer me? Am I a sociopath?

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  • nothing2

    understimulated maybe

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    • TrevorSociopath

      @nothing2 What do you mean by that?

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