Is it normal am i gay

i am 51 prettty sexy to both sexes as ive been told. i just love gettin dwn on my knees and suck cock doesnt matter wat size the feeling of man meat in my mouth is the ultimate and wen i suck hard i want a load and i get one with out fail sliding dwn my throat the guy thrusts his hips as i grab his butt tite and close so i can get it all out of him,i cant look at a guy though and get turnd on his cock i can, he then goes then straight away im sucking another a differ way untill he shoots my throat full of hot yummy cum, my cock gets so hard sucking cock and looking at hard cock running my tongue all over it licking up any leftovers, wen im fucking women my cock is half mast sumtimes i have to think about hard cocks to get hard i love a thick cock pounding me i can cum out of my arse,i have a male friend now for 15yrs who services me regulary, we both so clean he cant cum so he fuks me for an hour as i just go crazy cummin and i fuck him only not as much and lose a load in him which is amazing i dnt fuk any other guy i love hot women but want cock to fullfill my way am i gay!!?? sometimes i just want two cocks in me i have experienced in the past with my friend but the feeel of hard cock opening up my smoooth fuckhole is the best am i gay i dnt do scene, i may dp a local cruise club but bin married got 6 boys and so many chicks in my life but now i want cock am i gay ??