Is it normal, 45 years later, experiencing homosexual sex?

I was 45, too, when I had my first male-on-male experience. Well, sort of.

I was jacking off in a video parlor in Portland, Oregon, when a guy dressed like a skank whore — wig, makeup, bouncy man boobs in a push up bra, fishnet stockings, heels and a little black dress — stepped into my booth and asked if I wanted company.

I couldn't lie. My limp dick sprang to full alert the instant I saw "her." So I just moved close and kissed her hard and long and deep. Best kiss I'd had in years, wet with lots of tongue.

She pressed herself against me and I could feel her cock against my crotch. Big cock, thick and meaty. I reached under her dress and eased it out and, frankly, I was hooked. I loved the hot heft of it in my hand. I loved how it firmed up to my touch. I immediately knelt at her feet and took it in my mouth. It tasted like soap, sweat, piss and, I think, cunt. She may have fucked her wife before dressing up and arriving at the video parlor.

But she wanted to kiss. So I stood up and we sucked face and gave each other handjobs. My God, she gave fantastic handjobs. She could feel my orgasm building, so she asked, "Where do you want to come? In my mouth? In my ass?" No, I said, on your cock. So she leaned against the wall and placed my cock atop hers and stroked us together till I squirted and squirted. Her too.

That was 10 years ago. I love sex with my wife. I love sex with my secret Chilean lover, Maria. I love sex with she-males. I love sex with silver-haired businessmen in highway hotels.

Don't worry about who you fuck. Be safe, but lie back and enjoy it.

Twic and daddy.

You like sucking cock, you like eating cum and you like being a bottom. And you went back for more. If you find something you like, do it alot.

Please don't listen to the poster above^! brother, I been there and done that-Dont pursue this! Let it go! A one time fling, even if you enjoyed it, does NOT make you gay! Horny-yes, gay-no. Go and stay with your wife, and end these selfishly destructive acts, and thoughts. Your wife and family does not deserve this pain, or the betrayal. And if you're guilt ridden, don't destroy her life just to clear your concious, find a preacher/priest to listen to you. Good luck, and straighten up!

I think its wonderful what you're doing and what you're experiencing. You love having sex with another man, and you should continue to do so.

I think you should figure some way to schedule regular times for sex with your friend. If you're a boss that shouldn't be too difficult.

Also, you have quite an age gap, which is ok, but your friend could eventually go off to school or take advantage of some other life opportunity. So I would encourage you to find other men to have sex with.

To a greater or lesser degree, people uncertain about their sexual orientation go through this

You, though, have shoved all of these curiosities inside for apparently a long time. You've married, had children, and lived a straight life well into your forties. Sounds like uou are going to embark on a difficult venture. That is claiming your sexuality.

No question, you're gay, and I know that your age adds fuel to an already inferno.

Now that you've unleashed these desires AND acted on them, you may be in for quite a ride. Think about it. You were so repressed one minute, struck ip a discussion, then are involved in outrageous sex. The turning point is huge and I feel for you as most gay men go through this at an age where they're not established, not married, and basically have less to lose. To simplify:

1). Your marital vows are as in tact now as they were before this happened. So having the hots for this young guy although in the light of a great discovery, does not justify infidelity. For better or for worse.
Period

My guess is that you ate going to need a therapist ASAP. And shop around (quickly) for onevyou feel you can talk to. This could be a novel. Follow your heart, your values, your commitments to your family, andvthink with the right head. You still have options. One thing to remember: lack of sex has never DIRECTLY killed anyone....that I know of. Feeble attempt at humor there keep us updated and best of luck

You're just confused of your sexual preference. Nothing wrong about that