Is it bad that i live and had a child with my first cousin?
When I was 21 I run away from home and my first cousin who's 9 yrs older offered her place for me. After about couple months of my stay I started liking her the way she cares about me in general though I just consider her a big sister. One night she invited me to sleep in her bed which was irresistable for me and she didn't at all object when I kissed her. We had sex for the first time she was a virgin at 30. After several intercourse she got pregnant we now have a 3 yr old daughter. Our fathers are brothers, and what we did broke our families apart and since then they were trying to break us up so we ran away to a far place. Honestly I'm shameful for what we did I just didn't have the heart to turn my backon my cousin with her condition that time and the thought of me having a child. But I also want to fix whatever is wrong if given the chance.