Is it bad?
I've never done anything. I mean ANYTHING at all. I'm 18 and getting ready to be off to college and I've never even been on date, kissed a guy, barely danced with on guy, drank,smoked etc. anything you can think of I probably haven't done. The closest I got to sexual interaction was when one guy said give him a hug and he grabbed by butt.
I mean guys have been obsessed/after me since like at least eighth grade!
I mean if you just look at me you wouldn't think anything i said above. But when ever I realize a guy likes me I shy away/avoid him/and then hope that he talks to me.
I'm always telling my sisters to cover up and two days ago my sister called me a "prude". I acted like I knew what it meant but I didn't. I looked it up today. Some definitions that define me are combined: I'm self-conscious about what other think of me;I'm too afraid to even say anything sexual;I'm too afraid to flirt with the opposite sex but I'm not lesbian (most of the time-but when I do realize what I'm doing I abruptly stop). I'm not religious.
I am lonely and have like no fun. I talk to guys and other people at school but then go home and barely do anything.
Is it bad to be prude especially since I'm going off to college?