Is it attractive for a girl to fight for you even if she looks crazy?

I know a bunch of guys look at girls like they are delusional just because they are not on the same page. But it can be irritating being called crazy when all we as girls are trying to do is fight for your love. It comes from a good place, not a bad place. Then as for the girls who are aware they look crazy like me, we give ourselves even more of a headache because the last thing we want to look like is like a crazy person to your love. So we try to calm ourselves down but then that unsatisfied feeling catches up to us and makes us reveal everything we are feeling verbally. As for girls who aren't hopeless romantics and fall in love maybe once or twice in their lifetime like me, it sucks for us to look like low self-esteem, delusional, typical clingy girls when usually, we are confident, smart, realistic and independent women. If only the guys we are fighting for knows that they are the only ones who have brought out the heart and feelings in us, they wouldn't look at us crazy but know that the reason why we might be acting annoying and ridiculous is because we CARE. I have never cared and loved someone before him and I kind of want to tell him that so he knows I'm not always a crazy person. I'm only crazy for him because for the first time I care. In general, I wish guys can just see through that delusional girl's reaction to something and understand she is only acting that way because she cares and loves you and doesn't want to be with anyone else. I only have a few hrs left to tell him this, that I love him and sorry for acting scary sometimes that you wanted to get rid of me but it was only because I really like you and never liked someone this much before so don't think being crazy is in me. You bring out the crazy in me. Trust me, other guys I've been involved with have never seen me this way but that's cause I can care less when I was with them. I am just afraid he won't appreciate it. I already told him he makes me crazy and he said "crazy people don't think they are crazy." I was like god he officially looks at me like those crazy gfs he's had. This sucks so much.