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I'm really depressed all of the time. I just hate myself and don't want to be living anymore. Sometimes I even just lay on my floor and sob my eyes out. And It's not that I want to commit suicide, but I'd rather be murdered because I feel I deserve it. I really would like to know that I'm either normal or not.
You may not believe it now, but the way you’re feeling will change. Just try to hold on please
When your day is long
And the night, the night is yours alone
When you're sure you've had enough
Of this life, well hang on
Don't let yourself go
'Cause everybody cries
And everybody hurts sometimes
Sometimes everything is wrong
Now it's time to sing along
When your day is night alone (Hold on, hold on)
If you feel like letting go (Hold on)
If you think you've had too much
Of this life, well hang on
Everybody hurts
Take comfort in your friends
Everybody hurts
Don't throw your hand, oh no
Don't throw your hand
If you feel like you're alone
No, no, no, you are not alone
If you're on your own in this life
The days and nights are long
When you think you've had too much of this life to hang on
Well, everybody hurts sometimes
Everybody cries
Everybody hurts sometimes
And everybody hurts sometimes
So hold on, hold on
Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on
Everybody hurts
I thought I was the only one who felt that way.
I've been through some dark and stressful times in my life,
I admit, half of it could of been teenaged hormones, but I know for sure that the other half was due to how my life was back in the past.
I honestly sometimes wished that somebody would just kill me,
I wanted to be murdered because back then, I knew suicide was a sin (I don't believe that anymore), and I was too afraid to kill myself, which I found to be weak.
THINGS CHANGE.
I know that might be hard to believe, but they do!
If I would of killed myself back then, I would of missed out on some great times.
why would you want to get mudere
and...no it is not normal...or...puberty