Is is normal that i want to kill my addict brother everyday ?
Hi, I'm a 22 years old and I live with this brother who's addicted to drugs (pills specifically) and he does horrible things when he doesn't have money to get his filthy pills like beating us up or robbing the house. The situation is so bad that I have to lock up my room with specific locks and keys before I go out and we NEVER leave the home while he's in there because he WILL steal every valuable and invaluable thing there to sell for drugs. That's why I don't only (want) to kill him, I (dream) of killing him everyday by a different way. I wish he burns and agonizes for every second of pain and insecurity he caused me and my mother.
P.S: I live in Egypt, so you should know that I've tried to call the police or get him into 12 steps and all that but here, they don't consider addiction a serious thing and they let the animal lives with you and tears your family apart!