Is is normal that i want to kill my addict brother everyday ?

Hi, I'm a 22 years old and I live with this brother who's addicted to drugs (pills specifically) and he does horrible things when he doesn't have money to get his filthy pills like beating us up or robbing the house. The situation is so bad that I have to lock up my room with specific locks and keys before I go out and we NEVER leave the home while he's in there because he WILL steal every valuable and invaluable thing there to sell for drugs. That's why I don't only (want) to kill him, I (dream) of killing him everyday by a different way. I wish he burns and agonizes for every second of pain and insecurity he caused me and my mother.

P.S: I live in Egypt, so you should know that I've tried to call the police or get him into 12 steps and all that but here, they don't consider addiction a serious thing and they let the animal lives with you and tears your family apart!

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  • wistfulmaiden

    Cant you kick him out? Or live with someone else?

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  • Ace09

    I kinda feel like I wanna kill him too.

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  • Cuntsiclestick

    I almost feel the same way about my older brother. He's not a drug addict though, he has a few mental disorders(bipolar, autism, etc). The man steals everyone's things, destroys the things he is given plus other people's things, and throws punches at people when he throws a tantrum. Right now, he's in the hospital, but I dread the day he comes back. I'd move out, but I'm one of the owners of the house, so I'm stuck there for the time being. Anyway, if there's nothing that's stopping you from moving out, then move out because that's the only thing you can do.

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  • Dazed_dreamer

    That moment when you thumb someone for being on point only to see it deleted.. dream all you want, probs wont happen get a restraining order or something..

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    • DejaVu182

      I'm new to the site so I wanted to reply to you, instead I hit hide by accident

      please see my P.S. before calling me a pussy .... I tried that restraining order getting, I failed, cuz here they don't take any cases between family members seriously ... they tell you to deal with it and he's ur family member and so on

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      • Dazed_dreamer

        Its allgoods. Wasnt gonna call you a pussy homie.. Sorry bout your situation tho hope it improves :)

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  • RoseIsabella

    I know this sounds crazy, but why don't your parents kick your brother out?

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  • regisphilbin

    living in Egypt sounds hopeless enough, you have no control over your brother just let him handle the situation it's a personal issue.

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