Irrational fear of embarrassment!
When in class, during a lecture or otherwise when the teacher uses projectors and such, I have this extreme fear that a video clip of me dancing around the room with my dog might show up or something.
I have NEVER ben video recorded doing anything remotely embarrassing or defaming, (and I have an extremely active imagination) but I still grit my teeth and clench my hands tensely when watching the screen, just waiting for something horrible to come up and embarrass me. It's only when in a large, quiet room full of people!
I'm not teased in school, get great grades consider myself of average looks, and have lots of friends, but I am just extremely frightened of a defaming or crazy video clip showing up in the lecture hall. I've never done ANYTHING to worry about, but....
Is it normal? Thank you!