Intense sense of adrenaline?
For some number of years I had this occassional strange sense of aggression and/or intense adrenaline rush whenever I imagine violent situations in which I am defending myself or epsecially someone else I may care about from someone or something.
This can range from some sort of large animal attacking me/someone such as a bear or something to just some evil man trying to kill someone, to fighting a terrorist or something.
I have always admired the people who serve in the military. I feel like I would have no qualm with killing an evil man in defense of myself or others, especially if I were in the Army or something.
Sometimes when imagining these things I get intense adrenaline rushes thinking about coming out on top of the fight. I'm not even buff or anything but when I get the adrenaline and aggression flowing I feel like I could take someone twice my size if I had to for my own or someone else's life in a just manner.
I'd like to point out it's never that I want to harm someone who does nothing to deserve or provoke it!
I also seem to feel like I would have a large sense of pride after being victorious in this situation if it ever occured.
Is is strange to feel this way? Anyone else experience this?